Just wanna post it.......part I

Everything girls dream is have a guy call her at 3 a.m just to say, "Hey babe, i just wanted to tell you, I LOVE YOU"

i understand. I just don't care.

Real girls aren't perfect.

Perfect girls aren't real.

Every end is the new beggining.

I can't see exactly 

where

i want to be.

i just can't see how

i will ever get there.

If you're not the one, then why does my heart tells me that you are?

Wild hearts, can be broken.

I like boys who smell good. Just like him (re: Mr. G) :)

What do you want to do before you die?

The best things in the world.....

I Called it............EX♡

Alooooooha! Kali ini gue bakal ngebahas soal.......................................emmmmmm um am em...ehem, MANTAN! ha ha-_- Jarang-jarang kan gue mau ngulas soal masa lalu? Good (Y) Kali ini gue lagi sangat amat mood buat ngebahas tentang ini. Lo pada tau ngga sih lagu nya Kahitna yg Mantan Terindah? Nah! Bagi gue tuh, mantan terindah itu NGGA ADA! Kalo terindah, kenapa mesti putus? Ngapain mesti berpisah? Namanya juga indah yakan? Kenapa harus indah setelah jadi mantan? Jadi pas pacaran ngga ada indah-indahnya dong? Makanya, gue ngambil kesimpulan kalo mantan terindah itu......doesn't EXIST! Tapi kalo ngomongin soal mantan gue yang satu ini....................parah! Gue aja bisa nangis guling-guling ngebahas nya (re: lebay). Entah tolol atau apa, gue tuh udah terbilang sering nyakitin dia waktu masa-masa pdkt, tapi tau ga sih? He still cares and always to be there for me as long as i need him :")

Nyesek banget rasanya kalo gue inget masa-masa dia masih ngedeketin gue, care sama gue, ngesel-ngeselin gue dulu. Dan kalo ngga salah ya, diitung-itung proses pdkt gue sama dia itu 11bulanan lah. Gue juga selalu dapet dorongan dari temen-temen nya buat respect terus jadian sama dia. Tapi entah kenapa, dipikiran gue saat itu tuh, "he is too good to be mine". Tolol ya gue? BANGET! Sumpah demi apapun, gue kangen ada yang sms atau manggil gue di telfon dengan sebutan 'ay'. Gatau maksutnya Ayumi atau ayang hahahahaha. Intinya gue seneng banget dia manggil gue itu.Dan cuma dia yang boleh manggil gue dengan sebutan itu hehehehe :p Gue juga sering manggil dia Penyu. Dia selalu bikin gue ketawa cekikikan, selalu ngejailin gue, bikin gue kesel bener-bener kesel. Pokoknya semua rasa ada di dia. Rasa yang bisa dibilang hm.....Rasa Cinta hahahahahahahahahaha ngakak gue shit kenapa jadi puitis gini sih-..-

Dulu tuh gue kayak benci tapi rindu gitu hahaha. Kalo di sms terus-terusan, bawaannya bete, tapi kalo ngga di sms, kangeeeeeeeeen nya minta ampun! Apalagi kalo otp-an, beh! Lebih dari 1jam 2jam kali tuh. Dari yang ngomongin apalah, sampe Gebby juga diomongin haha hal-hal tergajelas pun juga jadi pokok pembicaraan! yang pasti ngga pernah abis pokok pembicaraan deh sama dia. Dia tuh beda! Beda sama cowo lainnya yang pernah gue kenal (InsyaAllah). Gue juga seneng+++ kagum banget waktu ada temen dia yang fitnah gue soal yang ngga-ngga, tapi dia ngga percaya gitu aja. Dia percaya sama gue, demi Allah gue langsung melting dan sayang banget sama dia mulai dari situ. Gue butuh orang kayak dia, orang yang percaya sama gue, percaya kalo gue bisa berubah, orang yang ngasih gue motivasi di saat gue down! Maksut gue, bukan orang yang bisanya nyari kesalahan gue dan bagaimana latar belakang masa lalu gue dulu. Dia itu 'terlalu' nerima gue apa adanya, sampe akhirnya kita jadian dan itu gue superduperextra seneeeeeng banget deh :D Gue inget itu di FX terus abis itu kita jalan-jalan ke Kartika Chandra dan ke Hokben nya bareng Rizki Onta pacarnya Kak Tarra dan sepupu gue yg paling cantiiiik Kak Landra hihi INGET BANGET DEH! :'D

Tapi kesenengan itu ngga berlangsung lama. Abis itu kita putus dan misscom, huhuhuhu i'm sorry for being stupid and not knowing what to say to make you stay.

Dan ga lama, i heard you found somebody new and that i never meant that much to you to hear me that tears me up inside :____(

Yaudahlah.......gue cuma bisa doain, semoga perempuan itu baik buat dia hehe.

Sekarang, kenapa gue ngerasa jungkir balik lagi? Gue ngerasa baru kemaren dia ninggalin gue, kayak baru kemaren dia mutusin gue karena alesan yang-gue-gabisa-jelasin-disini. Kenapa tiba-tiba gue kangen dan pengen banget sujud-sujud minta maaf kalo gue ngerasa bersalah banget atas kesalahan-kesalahan gue waktu itu? Kenapa? Kenapa gue ngga bisa lupain dia sebagai mantan gue? Kenapa gue ngga bisa anggep dia temen? Gue ngarep semua itu bisa balik lagi ke gue, gue mau rasa care yang dulu lo kasih ke gue, gue mau lo yang bikin hari-hari gue lebih bermakna lagi, gue mau semuanya tentang lo. Gue juga gamau nangis-nangis kayak gini lagi. Gue butuh lo! Gue ngga peduli soal lo yang sekarang, gue pengen lo yang dulu! Gue kangen lo yang dulu. Inget banget deh gue jaman dulu kita tukeran password msn dan itu banyak banget yang ngira kita udah jadian haha. Yang gue suruh bikin skype lah, ooVoo lah apalah yg padahal itu ngga penting sama sekali tapi lo selalu ikutin kata-kata gue. Lo selalu bikin gue seneng. Between our laughs, long talks, stupid fights and jokes............... .........i fell in love with you :')

Sekarang? Sekarang mana? Ngga ada lagi yang kayak gitu sama gue. Ngga ada yang bisa kayak lo lagi, ngga ada yang bisa bikin tangisan gue berenti gitu aja. Kalo bukan lo, siapa lagi yang bisa? Nobody. I feel like........i need everyone else so much more than they need me, dan itu ELOOO! Gue mau lo banget ya ampuuuuun! Kenapa waktu itu gue lagi seneng-seneng nya sama lo, yakin-yakin nya sama lo, lo tinggalin gue gitu aja? Kenapa di saat gue lagi di atasssssss banget, lo banting gue ke bawah sekenceng-kenceng nya gitu aja? Kenapa? Gue terima kok kalo itu balesan buat gue yang dulu bikin lo galau-galau terus. Atau mungkin emang lo ga pernah sayang sama gue? Gue pengen banget lo tau, kalo rasa sayang yang gue kasih ke elo itu ngga booong, nyata kok nyata banget. Why i'm still waiting for you and finding someone like you? It's just because when you said forever and always nes :'''')

Please dong bikin gue kayak dulu. To be only yours (again) i pray nih hehehe. Berubah dong kayak duluuuu lagi. Because i miss you so bad, Ganesha Guritno Ekoputro! I miss you a lot my bewoof widdle pookie-precious!!! Love Extra Large~

xoxo, Ichaaa

Friendship. Friendshit. whatever you call it!

Ini lagu gue dapet dari si Karamina pas gue juga lagi asik ngeblog soal The Sims, hmmm.........gatau harus ngomong apa tapi gue suka sama liriknya. Check it out!


Gift Of A Friend Lyrics

Sometimes You think You'll Be Fine by Yourself
Cause a Dream is a Wish You Make all alone
Its Easy to Feel Like You Dont Need Help
But Its Harder To Walk On Your Own

You'll Change
Inside
When You
Realize

The World Comes To Life
and Everything's bright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty you are
When You'll Open Your Heart and
Believe in
The Gift of a Friend
The Gift of a Friend

Someone Who knows When Your Lost and Your Scared
There through The Highs and The Lows
Someone toCount On
Someone Who Cares
Besides You Where Ever You Go

You'll Change Inside
When You
Realize

The World Comes To Life
and Everythings bright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty you are
When You'll Open Your Heart and
Believe in
The Gift of a Friend

And When your Hope Crashes Down
Shattering To The Ground
You , You Feel All Alone
When You Don't Know Which Way To Go
And There's No signs Leading You home
You're Not Alone

The World Comes To Life
and Everything's bright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty you are
When You'll Open Your Heart and
Believe In
When You Believe In
When you Believe
The Gift of A Friend

Tapi gue jauh lebih prefer sama lirik lagu yang satu ini, walaupun buat perpisahan sekolah lah gitu ya, tapi tetep aja ini lirik ngena abisssssss. Check this!


And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

Chorus:
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Repeat chorus

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Repeat chorus 3x

**this song is for all you 8th graders at woodward park!! i love u all!!!!
as much as we go through we really deserve this day!!!!! luv ya guys!!
miss all u guys that arent going to NHS next year!! MWAH!!**

For you all my friends! i belong to you :_) xoxo

The Sims 3

Hell-o Bloggy blogggggg!!! kali ini gue udah superduperextrrrrraaaaaa NGILER ya sama The Sims 3!!!! berjuta-juta kali gue ngeliat trailer game itu di Youtube, tetep ga ada bosennya! asleeeee! Dan gue rasa juga orang-orang udah pada tau game itu yakan? Apalagi yg gila game kehidupan gitu kayak gue, BEHHHH! pasti addicted banget dan gabakal bisa stop dari kehidupan itu.

Gue jadi rada keinget sama Family yang gue bikin di The Sims 2 waktu itu. Nama keluarganya itu, Giordano. Entah kenapa gue malah kepikiran nama merk itu dan untung aja anak-anak nya bukan ZARA,LV,Channel dsb lah hahaha. Nah, nama suami nya itu Aston (karna gue cinta mati banget sama Aston Kutcher), istrinya yg bernama...............EHEM Ayumi-_____- (gue maksutnya), 1anak balita perempuan bernama Krystal. Gue main penuh suka cita. Ngedesign rumahnya sesuai dekorasi yg gue pengenin, mainin nya juga sesuai yg gue suka. Cuma hobi gue main The Sims itu.................................kalo ngga kiss->makeout->woo-hoo! hahahhahaha terus baru Make a baby. Pas masa-masa hamilnya itu tuh gue kyk rada stres gitu (di dalem game nya gitu) naah, pas ngga berapa lama lahir deh tuh bayinya. Botak kecil gitu kyk tuyul, anaknya laki-lakiiiiii dan rambutnya mirip gue warna itemmmmm wehehe. Gue kasih nama Beau. Lucu deh tuh gue mainin itu tuh tekun banget,kayak kehidupan beneranlah pokoknya.

NAH! Soal The Sims 3! Ini lebih banyak lagi kelebihannya. Dari yang gambarnya lebih 3D lah, lebih cool lah, lebih aaaaaaaaaaah banyak!!!! 180 lebih canggih dari The sims the sims yg pernah gue mainin! PARAH! Berawal dari Kak Landra yg bilang kalo The Sims 3 bentar lagi mau keluar. wuuuh excited dong gue??? BANGET!!!! Dan ditambah gue liat di iklan games dimana-mana tentang THE SIMS 3 ck ck ck.

Pas gue kenal sama Adinda, ade adean gue, dia juga ngompor-ngomporin gue soal The Sims 3 buset makin panas aja gue aaaaaa! Terus gue masang status update di facebook soal siapa yg punya CD The Sims 3 dan..................Neysa temennya Dinda punya! Gue pengen pinjem tuh tapi ga berapa lama rasa pengen gue ilang gitu aja. Yaudah pas gue lagi iseng buka twitter, temen gue nge tweet gini, "Asiiiik selesai Install The Sims 3 nya! begadang buat main nih". ANJIR! dateng lagi deh tuh rasa cinta gue sama tuh game HAAAAH! gue bener-bener usaha banget buat nyari tuh CD! Dan pas ijin sama bokap mau install malah..............................................NGGA BOLEH YA AMPUN MATI AJA DEH! banyak banget alesannya. katanya gue harus selesai sekolah dulu baru boleh main The Sims lagi AAA maunya apaaa coba?

Yaudah karena gatau harus berbuat apa, gue pasrah sampe akhirna gue lupa lagi soal si The Sims itu. Dan pas siang-siang buta disaat gue lagi ngeblank gatau mau ngapain, adek gue pulang sekolah langsung lari ke gue. Ini dialog antara gue dan dia,

p.s : G for Gue, R for Renza (adek gue maksutnya)

R : kak kakkkk!!!

G : hah? (tampang males++++BT)

R : masa tadi gua main The Sims 3! parah keren banget kak!!!

G : DEMI APE LOOOO? DIMANEEE? ANJENG MAUUUUU!!!!!!

R : dirumah Morry kak, gila kak kyk asli loh kak

G : kayak gimana tuh? ya Allah mau :__(

R : iya masa ya kalo mau melahirkan,kerumah sakit beneran,kalo pgn pergi bisa nyetir beneran gitu kak

G : terus?

R : laptopnya ada merk2 beneran,sepatu nya masa ada Crocs kak,profesi nya jg banyak ah keren lah!

G : udahlah dek...............................bikin sakit hati :(

Yaudah begitu sajalah dialog antara gue dan adek gue. Ngga ada spesial-spesial nya kecuali gue mainin beneran dan game itu PERMANEN DI KOMPUTER GUE!!! DAMMIT!

Ditambah lagi tadi, si Rastafarian! Dia ngetweet, "downloading the sims 3! yak masih 12 hours lagi". KAMPRET! gue makin makin makin pengen aje dah tuh, yaudah gue nanya aja kayak gini ke dia, sekedar nyari info gitu hehehehe :p

@rraszta itu for pc ta? berapa gb?

@ichaiycha 6. mau mati gak sih loo tp gue bosen wakakaka

@rraszta 6gb??? astaga ta........di komputer apa laptop?

@ichaiycha kompi cha, wakakakak abis gue males keluar rumah buat beli. sayang jg duit nya mendingan gue download trs gue tinggal tidur deh

@rraszta ohahaha pantesan, eh kalo mau donlot kyk gitu darimana ta?

@ichaiycha thepiratebay.com jd itu gak langsung game, torrent dulu hahah

@rraszta -__- bnyk amat tetek bengek nya ye ta? yaoloooh,thanks info nya lohhh yaa hehe

Nah, dialog yg lagi-lagi ngga ada artinya sebenernya. Cuma bisa bilang............................kapan gue bisa main itu tanpa harus mupeng mupeng begini ya Tuhaaaan? Intinya, gue itu ,MUPENG DAN PENGEN BANGET MAIN ITU GAME!!! DEMI APAPUN! ayodong yg iba sama gue bantu gue ya hahahaha kayak apaan aje sih gue ckck. Yudah segitu dulu deh cerita tentang kemupengan gue babayyyyy!

xxo, Ichaa who wants to play The Sims 3 very much :___(